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ignotism
★ levi ★
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and i will learn by studying the lessons in my dreams

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i moved four states over just to forget your face
but your name is still everywhere
exodus
the book of exodus is the second book in the bible after the book of genesis.



exodus comes after the beginning of everything.
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sunday nights will not love you,
will not hold your hand
through the coming week,
the onsetting of sunrises.

you must take its hand,
walk it through
the coffee shop,
the afternoon yoga,
the lazy tea &
novel morning,
you must
stop time
and be the only person
moving
in the world.

sunday will not love you.
sunday will not be easy
just because it isn't monday
or tuesday or any other day.
sunday is not a movie,
is not a silver screen
expectation.
it won't be
model-thin
or white as
clean sheets

some sundays
will be off-the-meds days,
will be forgot to take meds days,
will be what's-the-fucking-point-of-meds-if-i'm-going-to-die-anyway days

some sundays will be
nihilism wrapped in cellophane,
thoughts of suicide
and never leaving your bed
and equating the two as the same thing.
some sundays will be
freudian sips
of poison,
longing to be
red wine
in a mason jar
next to a sylvia plath
anthology.
some sundays will not
go as planned.
some sundays will tell
the calendar
to go fuck itself.

but these sundays
they will not be hollow.
they will not be broken,
a vessel of some angry teenage poem.

they will be stepping stones.
they will be yellow lights
and red lights.
they will be car crashes.
they will be hard curves
and hard lessons.
they will be everything
and nothing as planned.
but sunday won't save you.
you will learn to
hold your own hand.
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Kitsunezu Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2017  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!Heart 
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Feathers01 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday!! Hope you had a great day! :)
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LiliWrites Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, deary. I hope it is a good one for you. :heart: 
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ignotism Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017   General Artist
Thanks so much! It's been wonderful actually. I lit a vanilla candle, listened to regina spektor and did some yoga. It's been lovely
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LiliWrites Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
It sounds perfect. 
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starlight879 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017
Happy birthday!
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ignotism Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017   General Artist
Thank you dear!
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piksxx Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016
Thanks for the fave!
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LifeOfSherman Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016
Thanks so much for the fave! :)
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landobaldur Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2016  Professional General Artist
greetings from one creative mind to another
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